Hmph, got back my results.Well, some were good, other bad =(.Got my 1's in maths,Combine Humanities and D&T.As for the rest, it's basically crappy, 4 for English, 4 for POA and 5 for Combine Science.
Hmm, so basically i'm like home alone now...BACKTRACK!
Dismissal bell rang, everyone went their ways, leaving me in a lurch, sooo bah...just decided to go home.
Hopes are at minimal to get through, can't say I am confident I can do it.Neither can I say that I will have the need to give up.Afterall, it's up to me to make the change.
ALRIGHT THEN PEOPLE!!TIME FOR SOME KICKASSS MOTIVATION!!

Just keep telling myself, IF LEEROY JENKINS CAN DO IT, SO CAN I!!!!
TIME TO HEAD INTO A NEW DIRECTION AND HIT THE ROADS!!

One more thing, I guess this will be like my last post because I don't intend to say anymore.
It's like a freaking chore.Life sucks sometimes, do you know that? FUCK*pff*
Lastly I would like to say something, LEEROY NEVER GIVES UP!! =D

Alright, this stinks!I've had it!This cut on my lips is seriously pissing me off!!!I don't even know how in the world i got that cut!!I guess when I was dreaming of something, I just accidentally tore the skin. Ugh...
Anyway!!Tomorrow is the last day for our FIRST PHASE OF JUDGEMENT DAY! and no I AM NOT! feeling happy or sad about it.There's been lotsa highs and lows this week.Well, mostly on the lows I guess.All your fault!YOU FREAKIN' KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!
Well, I guess I achieved something this week!I learned a new song!!But still needs practice.I can't really play without the lyrics in front of me otherwise I would be just blabbering crap like, bla bla bla...haha XD.
O ya, i just realised that Chinese Tea now is like my favourite drink!WHOOHOO!!
O well, it's gettin' late for me, TIME TO SLEEP!!

Alright, this week has really been tiring for me and things just change so quickly.
I guess its time for me stop doing what I'm doing and get on with my usual life.
Things aren't going to make difference even if I put in my all.
Soooo, why bother, right?
So I guess I'm out with this shit and time to go back to my usuals, for now.
We'll see if things change, otherwise it's O WELL for me.
Sipping down hot water down my throat.Gosh, I'm getting emo-er everyday..
This isn't me haha.
I'm blabbering crap again.Anyway I guess it's time to go now...I've got a alot of sleeping debts I've been owing for quite awhile.It's time I cleared it tonight.ONCE AND FOR ALL.
=D

whoohooo!!
gettin' a ukulele by this week!!
time to hit the lighter side of jamming!=D

Alright people!!Time to summarise all the shit that has been happening these few weeks.
Hmm, let's see.
Ok Academically wise, things are slightly going for the better.
Maths tests have been constantly passing.Well, that's certain!Haha, just joking XD
POA is crappy for me at the moment. Can't seem to get the shit into my brain.
Bah, I guess that's all...yeap.
OK, social wise, it's kind of a mess for me now!!
Things have been going on and off and on and off and on and off, so...bah, I'm confused.
Haha, it kind of motivated me a little when Ms. Chong said that I could get a 6 for 6 subjects.
GEEZ, now im feeling the high on hitting back into the books!!WHOOHOO!!
Alright then, Its Chinese New year today and its time for me to go for ANG BAO HUNTING and get my electric guitar manzx!!
Got a offer from joachim(my class, 5n2) to buy a ibanez guitar with amp for 200 bucks, hmm..worth it or not, I ain't sure.But one thing's for sure, IMA FREAKING GET A ELECTRIC GUITAR BABY!!

haha! i've finally gotten a freaking watch and it oh so sexy!
today, me, marie , keith and matthew went rollerblading at bishan park and oh god it was so bloody freaking tiring.
come on, just need like 1 more week and there goes ms selva.
life has been kinda going smooth for me now, period.
Always tell myself that slow and steady wins the race.
Just got to keep myself happy and positive.
Other than that, hmm...there isn't much to say actually.
Bah, i guess i'll have to go now.Im so darn sticky.

If you gave me a Audi TT or Bugatti Veyron, i think i'll love it more than anything else XD

things aren't going smooth for me now, but im not giving up till the last bit.
only if life was so much simple.things wouldn't seem so complex.
Things for me have not settled down yet.
Ms selva and her black face is killing me.
my POA doubts have no been cleared and i always have to reach home so late due to massive bombardments from my tuition.
Ahhhhh..........if only things were simple.

Lessons ended early and off we went to NYP Open House.Only managed to collect the brochures for IT and Design.As for the rest, it was either i couldn't be bothered with them or I was just to lazy to pick them.
3/4 through the walk and off I went.Intended to meet up with my cousin but since I couldn't find find.Bah, just ditched him.
Went to the bust stop at Yio Chu Kang Station and sat a long bus back home.On the way I slept on the bus and my legs went totally numb because i stone in a position for like 1/2 hour.

I have still yet many doubts to clarify but it seems like some are close to impossible.
O well, I currently still thinking whether I should initiate or not.
Feels like one of the toughest decisions I've made so far in my life.
Well, that's life for me.

Phew, after much consideration, I've finally decided to change into a simple skin.
Screw that previous skin.It sucks.
Ok then, let's see what I've been doing these past few days.Hmm, the new timetable is way worse than before.WAY OVER.
D&T starting tomorrow and from tomorrow onwards, I guess I won't even have a social life to go with anymore.Spamming my brain cells on my work.
So bascially my own timetable would be,
Studying in School,D&T or CLB after school and finally tuition at night.
This is sure to be carrying on for like 365 excluding holidays and other events and yeap this is hell for me.
Alright then, its 9:20pm and I guess its time for me to sleep, somehow I've been feeling awfully tired these few days.

bah, kinda sad for someone now.
knowing that im gonna suffer starting from next week within this year.
taking CLB which would mean i have to go to ACS at barker road and D&T after school and also a upcoming RC club which would be opening up soon(I guess.)
Frankly speaking, its kinda sad when people don't heed proper advice and knowing that going ite is going to be tough to go poly, he still insisted on it.
I guess its just pride over friendship then.*sighs*
What to do?I can't do shit.Gave my last attempt on persuading to stay.If it fails, then i'll just have to wash my hands off him.
He doesn't know how tough life is going to be in ite espically getting the top few islandwide which his current standard.
Guess he's just a happy-go-lucky person then.
Its his life, I can't control it.Only he himself can make the decisions.
Only if humans could just take flexibily by looking at the big picture that life is sure gonna be tough taking a route that is in a DO-or-DIE situation.
Only if he can put in the devotion to put the effort into working hard.
Geez, he's just like a bull.
From now on, life is really going to be tough for him if he doesn't change course soon.
I can guarantee him that.
Haiz, that little effort only.
It's so near yet so far.
All right then, time for me to go off to sleep, its already 2am.

OK PEOPLE, GOOD NEWS FOR ME.
Just got my Edusave Scholarship yesterday and it was 500 bucks into my wallet.
It was fucking raining and luckily the bloody school had a multi-purpose hall to fit 700+ students in there.
Boy, it sure was crampy and fucking took 2hr+ just to finish everything and give us the bloody cheque and i nearly slept in there because it was so seriously fucking borning.
Let's see, its New Year's Eve now am im not doing anything other than blogging ATM and recently I found this reality show called Hell's Kitchen and this guy Gordon Ramsay is a fucking genius.SERIOUSLY....though he humiliates people to the point where you can't even expect in a reality show.
In the show, he really knows his stuff big time.He knows how to nuture aspiring chefs to become a leader.Its like turning a retard into a genius within like a month or so.
The amazing thing about him is that he is so fucking cool, he curses fuck with nearly 95% of the sentences he says but sadly it was all censored unlike the UK version with had no censores and hearing him curse was like music to my ears.
I even wiki about him and seems like he's a consultant in the Singapore Airlines culinary panel and also opening a restraunt at the Sentosa Resort in 2010 which I am for sure to go.Let's see, by then I would be 19.Yeap.Old enough to go on my own to PAY.
(P.S. All the wrinkles on his face were due to immense stress and pressure from the retards in Hell Kitchen and his previous years as a chef too!)

ok i guess today was one of THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE(and maybe next year too.).The previous night i was seriously unable to sleep and my sleeps kept going on and off and my mind was like,"crap, less than 24 hours and im taking my results."So I was so excited that I woke up at 8am.Then played games in teh morning to get my mind off the results till 10.30am where I left to meet Jeremy Tan at Bishan Interchange and walked to school.
Went in to school and I must say the re-vamp of the school was kinda nice, though some parts were not really oookkkkk..then decided to cut my hair because Mr.Quek caught me with UBER LONG HAIR.
>>>FAST FORWARD>>>
Bla Bla Bla, Ms.Foong talked about our results and we did badly bla bla bla and I was kinda suprised being the top 5.
1.Alex - 4n3
2.May - 4n1
3. Leeroy - 4n2
4. Selva - 4n2
5.Christina - 4n2
Well, congrats to them and im afraid next year will be seriously boring for me, esp when so many of the guys are gone with the girls overthrowing the class...HELL FOR ME...
Other than those who passed, I seriously,SINCERELY feel sad for them.But as for thosee assholes who fail, ITS BANZAI TO THEM...
O well, another chalet coming up hosted by me and bryan, WE GONNA MAKE IT BIG THIS TIME.NO SCREW UP AND LASTLY....
GOOD LUCK TO ME FOR THE COMING YEAR AHEAD AND NOW MY TARGET WOULD BE..
GETTING TO A IT COURSE IN POLY....ITS LEEROY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok let's make this short, there was a chalet on the 11th to 13th.On the 12th, many people came for the BBQ and celebrated my birthday.Really had little sleep.These past 2 months were kinda boring for me because there 80% of the time,I was staying in front of my comp while the 20% were hmm, let's say, just either going out for the movies.Ya, I guess that's how much I can do.Unless anyone can invite me to do something interesting.
Anyway, ITS 3 DAYS MORE BEFORE THE RESULTS AND IM FREAKING NERVOUS.I PRAY THAT I CAN PASS WELL.
O well, for now.I'll just stick to my games while waiting for teh results.

ok people, its been awhile since i posted and i guess today is im so happy that im lost for words.
A few mins ago I was sitting on my sofa watching TV and suddenly my father read me a letter for me.
And what was on is suprised me big time, people.
I GOT TOP 10% AND I GOT A EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP.WHOOHOOO.
I'm not sure whether this is the N level "pre-results" but i've a feeling IT IS.
So i better hope i ace my 3 subjects and prove to the world that ITS OK TO BE STUDYING AS A NORMAL.
And if i ever get into sec 5.No wait, its not if, its confirmed that i have to go.I will definitely ace 5 subject and i already planned it.
Maths,Science,D&T,English and POA.
as for POA and English I better buck up on them and as for the rest, just improve.
Anyway, during the holidays, i totally couped myself at home and playing the comp cos i seriously have nothing to do.though working is an option but not yet.
O well, results are coming out on the 18th of dec(i think) which is 3 weeks from now and there's a chalet coming up during my birthday.Hmm, should i go?
Anyway for now. its time to turn myself back into gaming.cya.

OK PEOPLE!!!
It's been a long time since i post.
These few days were quite boring I must say.
Apart from going for the BBQ parteh at Matthew's house and getting my guitar.
Crap, i just feel unusual these few days.
Must be my Anti-social senses clicking on me to turn it on.
Anyway, it should be time I've onned it.
Let's see, my mother is flying off to Japan by the end of this month and I was asking her whether she could buy salmons back, as in the whole fish.
Actually I have many things to say but crap, I've forgotten what I wanted to say.
Seems like my memory is failing on me.
It seems like everyone has someone to admire to.
But I don't.
MEH, WHO CARES.
O well, time to end here for now.
I'm feeling bloody F-ed up now; don't really think i can carry on.

And yes, finally ze N levels have ended.
After my D&T paper, went home to change and met up with nicholas and douglas for some pooling.
Played for about 2 hrs then went around bishan to walk.
Walk walk walk, decided to go CHOMP CHOMP eat.
CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP
(You know its deliberate, just trying to make my post long.)
Ordered lots of foods.I mean alot, considering to the fact that there was only 3 people.
Stingray,Lala,Kangkong,sotong,2 plates of hokkien mee and 3 big JUGGYS of sugercane.
Total cost = $60 - 70.

Cheap eh?
Pictures will be posted soon.

"GO HOME YOU BROWN BASTARDS...."

You'll know what I mean.

Let's see, next week is our Ns and I seem to be PRETTY preapared about it, but I musn't be too confident.
Anyway, seems like everyone is as much prepared as I do, expect for the "you know who" people.

Anyway, those who are interested in the Russell Peters show, feel free to ask me.

Even though I know not many people will read THIS.

10 days to N level.
Time sure passes bloody fast.
Prelims.Got a 3 for Best 3.
But still not happy, because my English got a 5.
My best 3 were Science,Maths and D&T.
These were the three which I would expect to get in N level.Better do.
Even after the English papers, I'm still worrying about it.Damn.Its hard for me to concentrate in this kind of situation.
O well, I will be back after the N levels and until then, good luck to all in their exams.
Pointless for me to continue BUT I MUST GET MY 3.
I MIGHT NEVER KNOW I WOULD SUPRISINGLY PASS MY EXAMS(which I better should).

Me Desktop Background - Abstract Art.

Hey earthlings,time to update me blog.
Let's see, this whole week was prelim week, tomorrow's my last paper.D&T.

Something which is very irritating because I would have to freaking sit in front of a paper for 2h30mins.

Crap.

Anyway, this whole week was quite stressful and there is only like 2 more weeks left to ze "N" levels.I can'zt waitz.Damitz.

Ok, lets cut ze slang.

I've been playing too much dota lately and I seriously need a timeout on that.

Anyway,I better get my 3 for my "N"s.

What's success without perserverance and confiendence, right?

O ya, I guess everyone should know about the minor earthquake which hit a tiny island in SEA?

Which country was it again?

O ya, Singapore.Hey wait, isn't that my country?

Anyway, as i was saying about the minor earthquake, I somehow got the feeling of an earthquake.minor one.

I was watching DMC( those who watch would know) when i suddenly felt giddy.

Then, I looked around my house and i saw the frames hanging on my wall shaking.

For that minute, I was panicking.

The funniest thing was to think of this,"Oh my god, earthquake.Aya if since I know I can't make it downstairs in time, just might as well die in the house.".

But luckily it stopped after awhile and I went "PHEW!!IF THAT EVER HAPPENS AGAIN, IM GONNA BE THE FIRST ONE TO RUN.".

O ya, I have another really freaking scary incident.It happened in my dreams.

It can't really remember everything but vaguely remember something like in staying in a ghost town(HDB Flat).Totally deserted.Everything i see was pale white.Even the walls.Then I saw my family there.Then they told me something about a ghost.Then i walked into this house and I saw this old woman, her hair was bloody white.Then when she turn round, her face was....FUCKING SCARY.HER FACE WAS BLOODY PALE AND HER EYES WERE PURELY WHITE AND HER MOUTH WAS DROPPING.Then in the dreams, I was panicking and hurridly ran out of the house and kept running down the stairs.Then as I was running, my father woke me up to get ready for school.Phew, when I woke up, I was sweating like mad.Luckily my father woke me up because in my dreams, I wanted to stop this dream but I can't( those of you who have felt this kind of feeling should know)but luckily, it ended.

Holycrap, backtracking on these kinds of things creeps me out.TOTALLY.

O well, time to sleep.Good luck on me and my exams and also to all those out there work their ass of their books.!!

Psss....after reading this, don't look behind.You might see her.

Hey POA, let's get this straight.I'm not suppose to get a 1 from you and YOU!COMBINE SCIENCE!YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO GIVE ME A 1 NOT A 3 DAMNIT!!!!!
Anyway comb. science, let's make sure we beat this POA and get a 1!!!
Hmm, lets start.Let's check out on my PPR.

Ave Mark Grade
English Language - 66.0 3
Chinese - 46.0 U
Mathematics - 91.7 1
Science - 67.5 3
Combine Humanities - 63.0 4
Design & Technology - 83.0 1
Principles of Account - 82.0 1

Best of 3 : 3

AHHHH!!EVEN IF I GOT 3, I FEEL THAT IM STILL NOT HAPPY!!!!!FUCK, I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO PASS MY POA AND YET I GOT A 1.I DON'T SEE ANY FUTURE FOR ME TO HAVE A JOB TO HAVE ANYTHING RELATED TO ACCOUNTING!!I WANT AEROSPACE ENGINEERING OR GAME PROGRAMMING, NOT SOME ACCOUNTING CRAP.OMFG.I AM SO FREAKING FRREAKING PISSED.

But fret not Ghee Hoe, because I know you're sure that you will and I mean you WILL GET A 3 FOR MATHS, COMB. SCIENCE AND D&T.

Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,THINK POSITIVE!!!