I'm very, very tired...
please, can you just let me sleep in peace, school work? :(

blojourumblritterook.

I want to hold your hands and walk on the odd flooring tiles, kiss you under the mistletoe during Christmas and hug you during every rainy day.
:)

I want to tear,
But these tear ducts don't want to work.

I want to break down and fall,
But these legs just don't want to give up.

I want to stop brooding thoughts,
But this brain just wants to keep thinking.

I have many things I want to say,
But this lips just wants to keep itself sealed.

I have a soft and weak heart,
That weeps for the littlest of things inside.

I feel like a failure at times,
But my other half asks me not to give up.

I am so sad now,
So,
Goodnight.

hehe today I felt very artistic, so I decided to paint this :)

Haha no la, I where got time to paint, haii...
Hehehe :p
This is just a program I happen to find today :)
It follows wherever your mouse goes and you can record it.
Like a heat tracker :)
And I did this from.....
11:13pm - 3:17 am
and I made art!
yay! :D

Okie, time to sleep,
Goodnight.
:)

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hahaha
:D

Ni hao!
Wo shi Wang Yi Hao :)
Ni ming jiao she me ne? ^ ^

Racing hearts
and
Numbing minds.

Dried eyes
and
Crusted lips.

Holding a cup to my head,
giving a big sigh...
Fingers on the keys,
and here it starts...

I know it's been awhile already but I just got my new acoustic electric! :D
For the down side,
I'm facing a whole load of work and there's only 3 weeks left!
I gotta clear at least like 3/4 of it by the last week!
C'MON GH!!!
3D > DRAWING
hahaha
:D

Haii, I need someone to help me blog cause I'm running out of things to blog :(
Oh well,
it's 45 to 1am and I still haven't bathe haha
Ok ok, "Ghee Hoe, after you finish your work, post on the forum, go bathe okay? :)"
OKAY!
hahaha see, I've got nothing to blog that I have to talk to myself ._.
OK OK
Time to go now,
Goodnight to all! :)

Hahaha
Mr Thumb, who are you? o.o
And who's Ms Thumb?
Why are the both of you on my tagboard? O_O

Details In The Fabric [Music Video]

It's all about the little details in the fabrics....

Reflections of my life flashes by as I listen quietly...
:)

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
I'VE BEEN SPENDING 3 HOURS.
THINKING.
AND STILL I CAN'T GET ANYTHING OUT!
I'M A FAILURE.
I OVER THINK TOO MUCH.
:(

Guess I've been heavily bothered by these bad dreams of mine for the past few days and I've been asking the same old questions to myself time and time again, Why?
I need to snap out of it, quick.
Stop thinking about it.
Now I need a pillow to scream my lungs out.

I think I should sleep it off this time round....
with a heavy, burden heart of mine.

Goodnight.

Hihi ^^

I am a very cute person :)

I know how to play the guitar and the ukulele.

I can make a girl smile alot :D

And this is me,

Ong Ghee Hoe

091990S


Hahahaha okok i very bhb i know :p

Hey Blog, let me tell you something....




Haha, nothing! :)
Bye bye.

What he said was true.
Grades are just numbers.
Do what you believe you want to do.
We've been shackled by the education system that we do not take our chances, explore and challenge ourselves.
It's time, to rebel.
That's how merits are given.
After all, we are the Creatives...

It's 630am, there's school later on and I'm still not sleeping ._.

I was a bad day yesterday.
I went around Bugis, City Hall and Dhoby Ghaut only to not find myself any guitars to buy at the end.
And worst of all, a little kid bought the guitar.
Haha but I pity the kid, cause his mom was angrily telling him like, "You better play nice music for me if I get you the guitar ah! If not you'll get it from me." or something like that ._.
The only good thing I got out of this whole wasted trip was a bunch of Beatles picks :)

Ok I'm sleepy now, time to sleep.
I'll write more when my brain decide to work ._.
Sooo,
Goodni...I mean,
Good Morning! :)

The still life images captured,
kept away in a tiny bottle in my head.

Today was Nic ang's birthday celebration,
a pretty simple, casual one.
Went to eat at Jack's Place,
after eating, one went off...
Bused back to bishan J8,
Then birthday boy went clubbing with his cousins,
so left a few of us,
Keith forgets to take his keys from birthday boy's bag,
went all the way to Zouk to get the keys and cabbed back.
While the rest went to eat Kway Chap.

I don't usually eat that kinda stuff but blame in on my tummy for pms-ing with me. haha :p
Then Keith drives over and fetch me home.^^

Now I'm super tired...
I've been tired ever since this morning.
And I guess what made me even more tired was that I didn't even do my presentation today :(
Then whole day also never touch anything except mineral water.
I guess the eating just made me even more tired cause bao liao then very tired ._.
Now I can't type much cause my brain is on the verge of shutting down liao.

Haii, I got another dream but I don't know whether I should share :/
Oh well, hopefully I do,
So I can get it off my chest. :)

Alright then!
Goodbye!
:)
P.S. I'll update a better one when I'm more awake :)
oh my god, I'm seeing double vision! :O

Hahah wooo, this is what it is going to be like for the next 1 3/4 years! :)

Instant noodles + 1 cup of 9 egg yolks! :D

hahaha no la just kidding!

It's just a cup of oleng juce :)
The instant noodles looks crappy right?
Haha, cause I suck at cooking such things... :x

Haii, all thanks to school, now my bio eating clock is so messed up.

Nowadays, eat at the wrong timings.

Or maybe worst, don't even eat at all! :O

Sigh, oh well!

That's life as a SIDM student, gotta live with it, pft!

I'm clocking in the hours,
Just for that day to come.

I just had another dream the previous night.

All I remembered was,
Both of us were in a mall.
She was very sad.
I asked her, "Hey! :D Why are you sobbing??".
She didn't want to tell me and ran away into the elevator.
I was determined to find out why, being worried too on the other hand.
I ran after her, down the stairs, jumping big leaps off the ground only to finally reach the ground floor.
She was running out from the elevator and I was running behind, catching up with her.
I caught her arm and when she turned back, her long hair brushed against my face and there, I saw her sobbing, like a little 5 year old girl.
As I saw the tears rolling off her cheeks, I gently wiped the tears off her cheeks with my thumb and ask her, "Haiyo, why are you crying? Shhhshhshh, don't cry..." and I showed her a warming smile. (:

She just stood there looking at me with that sobbing face for a second or two before finally bursting into tears and grabbed on me, hugging me very tightly and crying on my shoulders.
I felt the tears as it soaked on my shirt.
Then, I gently rested my hand on her head and said, "Ayio, you silly girl! I'm always here for you. (:"
And I gave a little peck on her forehead and we walked off into a pet shop. (:
I wonder, why did I ever say those words....
And till now, I'm still trying to figure why she was crying cause I don't remember her even saying a word to me ._.
And till now, I still can't remember her face. She's someone familiar,
that's I all can remember.
Oh well, I'll just let dejavu hit me.
There is another scene where I was with her but that one was too vague to be recalled.
I'll try recalling when I HAVE THE TIME!
:)
Sigh, why do these dreams like to just come so randomly? ._.

Why do I always care so much for people when it has nothing to do with me? ._.
And when it's their fault, I easily forgive them?
But when it's my fault, they always blame me?

I guess being all Mr.Nice guy isn't exactly a good thing in reality.
But it's so hard to stop being nice!
I think I should....

START SINGING A SONG FOR YOUahhhh haahaa nonono!
You think I stupid ah?
Sing song for you for FREE?!
Hahaha you say "please" first then I sing! :)

hehe no la,
just kidding. ^ ^

Byeeeee.

Andd, I've come to realise that I wasn't the only sad one in school ._.

Anyways,
I need someone to motivate me,
just lie to me, tell me that i can get something from you to keep me working.
Otherwise, I'll never, ever, do my work.

Well well,
today's somewhat special cause it's dear matthew leu's birthday (it's not really today cause his birthday was actually yesterday but still...) and we went to eat at astons at suntec.
Wasn't much of a deal, just went there, eat, walk around and came over to my place to watch soccer.
But the most awesomest part of this whole outing today was the car ride man!
7 guys in a car, getting lost in the CBD district, wondering, "where the hell is suntec?!".
Lucky I had my Iphone and there was GPS, otherwise we'll be dead by now.
Then another 2 came for dinner.
And eventually when we drove back to my place, there were 9 PEOPLE, NINE REN, inside a 5-seater car!
Amazingly we all squeezed in, driver, 2 in the front, 5 at the back and 1 IN THE BOOT!
HAHAHA JEREMY TAN! XD

Ah well, it's all fun! :)
Then we ended it off by lifting up the world cup at sheng shiong!
Haii, Matthew, Matthew, angry clubber world cup winner boy! hahaha! :D
Anyone?
Wants to motivate me with something positive? :)

Ahright, off to sleep now!
Oh and I woke up like super late today! :O
Like my class starts at 9, I woke up at 8:30! D:
It's either me being so tired that I can't hear the alarm orrr my phone just doesn't like me :(
haii, as soon as I checked my phone for the time, I literally freaked out and CHIOOOOONG all the way!
somemore take taxi waste my money....
Then I was super blur in the morning =_=
No wonder I couldn't do my tests...
AHHH forget about the tests!

Alright alright!
I'm very very close to memorizing the whole song of START! :D
But I'm not sure whether I should be joining some lunchtime concert thingy ._.
Haii, I don't like the feeling of getting nervous and suddenly blank out :(

OKOK!
I've been telling myself to sleep yet I'm not sleeping!
Anyways, it's been a fun night soo....
GOODNIGHT ALL! ^ ^

Bun anyone? (:

Beatles - Twist & Shout (live in 65)

HERE ARE THE BEATLES! :D
C'MON C'MON C'MON C'MON C'MON BABY!
TWIST AND SHOUT!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOO!
LET'S JAM THIS SONG! :D

It felt really weird,
walking down the streets of Chinatown,
to see the repetitive things of the chinese.
Unproductive day.
Knew this was going to happen someday.
That very heavy feeling that shit's gonna happen anytime.
It sucks to be always smiling at people like I'm always so happy but deep inside,
it's all feeling sad,confused and uneasy.

I think I should stop relying on my guitar to avoid these troubles.
It's wasting every second of my time.
But,
I can't bring myself to do it cause playing it can only relieve whatever troubles I have.

Only The Beatles can make me smile straight from my heart. (:

Just give me a pass/D for 3D animation and I'll be contented.

Why?
I was all ready for school the previous day and suddenly the next day,
I became all sad and sulky.
This isn't suppose to happen....not now....not ever....
Sigh...