Today while I was on my way to filming, I thought of the birthday gift that I gave you.

You remember?

The little moving pig? (:

I remembered how I ran from Jack's Place all the way over to AMK Hub to get it for you and even though I had to run for it, I guess it was all worth it seeing you happy.

Haiyo, sometimes I really still think of it.

Thinking of me not capable of being religiously strong for you.

Saddens me everytime I think of it or hear people talk about religion.

The way you phrased it to me still echoes in my head.

It made me felt so useless for that moment in time.

I still don't know why you said that if I changed for you, it wouldn't be the same.

We should have taken things slowly and not judge our future so quickly.

And no, you didn't force me into accepting christianity, I did.

I wanted to change for you and also for the better of me.

Can't understand why you'd rather break a heart than to slowly work things out.

It's true, the period where you freaked me out, it was my fault. I kept pestering and pressuring you.

But now, things have turned so stale.

Was loving you a mistake?

I loved you so much...

Tell me now, was it my fault in loving you with my whole heart?