"Hihi I wait for you okie?? :)"

"Haha ehhhh?okiee :D but whyy??"

"Heee causeee.......

I want to wait for you to send me home hehehe >.<"

Impossible I guess...

you're there sometimes but i can't touch you.
cause I'm not allowed to.

Now you sir, gave me a challenge : Withstand the test of time.
It's been hard though but I'm still doing well. (:
I believe it's the difficulties that I'm facing that will ultimately prove my worthiness as a human, for who I am and what I believe in.
Only time will tell...

Hmm, I wonder..
when will I ever be able let the world know that I love you?
:)

I should learn to let go.
sometimes.
:(

omg i dunno why but i suddenly got ulcer on my tongue ._.

sigh, today i overstrained myself again.
now my legs feel so exhausted from all the running and stretching and kicking.
tmr's going to be a very aching day for me.
and i got blisters on my feet cause I didn't wear proper socks. :p
Now it's like radiating with pain. ):
Haha, haii I should have just spend a little bit more on buying a pair of socks and all these would not have happened.
But omg, I have actually spent about 500+ in a month! :O

Ok me very tired liao...
goodnight.
:D

"No one taught me life lessons. I had to pick it up myself."

Dear Ghee Hoe,

Let me tell you a story of yourself.
(:
It all started about a couple of months back.
You met this girl at your school orientation camp.

Both of you were just friends and talking to each other.
But for you,
you started to had weird feelings for her and you didn't know what it was.
So you didn't bother much at first.
But as days and weeks went by, you started to hang out more often with her, noticing the every little detail of her and this weird feeling started to get deeper and deeper...
Then one day, you decided to ask yourself what this feeling was.
And you searched and searched and...
you came out with an answer.
It was called love.

When you realised that you loved her, you were scared and afraid to tell her cause you were afraid things might just happen like the last time and you didn't want to feel that way anymore.
So you decided to hide it away from her, pretend you didn't love her.
But one day, she also decided to confess her feelings for you and you were O_O
"Haha wah, she loves me and i love her lei!"
So you were pretty much over the moon! :D

However,
things went deeper and deeper
you gave your love to her and she gave hers to you and loving each other seem to be so much exciting and happy!
But slowly you realise that she isn't just an ordinary girl.
She's has problems that are pretty interesting yet frustrating.
So things get a little tangled up.
You were afraid at first, having doubts of your own. But as time went by and doing some self reflections, you realised that things had to be different.
Restrictions were made for her and you had to hold up with it.
You envy people with girlfriends that have a normal life.
But you don't expect much from her cause you understand her and you know that, all these other things are just bonuses and extras for you.
You seem to be very strong cause you didn't give up that easily as you would expect. (:
Everyday the moment you wake up, you've been telling yourself, praying, "Just wait a little longer and things might just reach the end."
And it's been going on till now and hopefully it reaches the end soon.

I guess your life isn't just meant to be plain. (:

Just keep telling yourself,
"No, she ain't going. Wakey wakey...."

Oh well,
I guess It's just me and myself going alone.

My sundays always seem to be the weirdest of days.
It's the day that I would literally just laze and rot around at home for nothing!
I could safely say, sundays are my day-offs from the outside world.
And at the end of every sunday, I would just tell myself,
"What A Day! Phew!"

Haha, guess that's how this weird world of mine works. (:
Oh well!
Goodnight, my world!
^ ^

It's suprising this guy came into my dreams and yet I still can remember him.
o.o
oh well...

It's fun to be happy,
and happy to be fun! :D

But, with all that fun comes a time for us to rest. (:

Goodnight, world. ^ ^

I waited and waited and waited and....




DING!

MS BUN HAS BEEN BAKED! ^ ^
HELLO MS BUN!!

Hmm, sometimes I wonder, what is love?

I think,
In math, love is a problem.
In history, love is a battle.
In art, love is a heart. (:

But to me?
Love always will and simply be just,
You
&
Me.
^ ^
Sooo,
With these hands held together , we would slowly intertwine them tightly like vines.

I've given so much,
but got so little in return...




But,
I didn't complain.
(:
Cause I know the world was never made fair.

As I'm typing this, I'm listening to you sleeping soundly. (: (And your sister screaming now and then)
Guess you can't hear what I'm saying to you now cause you're in your dreamland! :D
But I hope those words I said get into your dreams :D
And I'm guessing you pushed the phone away from your ear so you can't hear anything i'm saying now too. (:
So basically, I'm talking and singing songs to myself the whole time, sounding like a retard...
hahaha ._.


Woo the curry puff very nice! :D

Oh well!
Haha anyways,
Time to sleep!
Goodnight to you!
(:
I'm sure by the time you wake up!
You'll be like, "OH NO! I FELL ASLEEP! D:"
But I'll tell you, "HAHA IT'S OKAY! ^ ^"

Soo, yup!
^ ^

So by the time you read this,
I think I'll still be sleeping, hoping I can wake up tmr!
OKIE!
Good morning to you! ^ ^

I wish to hear your voice through the phone in a radiophonic tone.
Cause it would give me the tingling goosebumps. ^ ^
And a way to record your voice as a memory that would be locked up in the archive vaults of my brain.

(:

And,
Your livejournal post drew a smile on my face :)
Hehe,
I
(L)
you
^ ^

I'm not clever,
I'm not hardworking,
This competitive brain of mine is killing me softly and slowly...

I always try to help people out whenever I can,
but I'm always backfired.
They just want to kill me off and leave me behind.
Why?
If so, it might just bring me to be a more selfish person which I do not want to be. ):

Sigh, this world is so unfair.
:(

Should I start isolating myself away from the world again like I did before?
I have no plans for my break anyways... ._.
Hmm...

Haha, you just love to make my life oh so interesting ya? :D
Life can't be simple for me,
but on the other hand, having a simple life is boring too :)
And, I can see you're trying to spice my life up.
No wonder people around me call me a rare.
Guess I must thank you for making me such a rare. (:


:D

I had just felt the longest sleep in my life,
and
I'm going to bleed it all out in the court today.